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I'm Sorry.

I've swallowed my pride, given my apologies, and still retain my honor. Can you say the same?

Crossroads.

I hate being in the middle of a dramatic affair. Erica and Davo, just't don't understand. I don't trust anyone. So naturally, I don't trust either of them. Yet they try to put a burden of dishonor upon me for having not trusted them. They assume I trusted the other, and not them. No, I didn't trust either of them. Why? This is a textbook case of a domestic dispute, that is why. MP training taught me that, at least. Both assume they are the one being wronged, the other is lying out of their teeth, and that I should take the other away or correct the other's problems. The problem is, I'm just tired of it. So screw both of you. Bicker and fight amongest yourselves. I'm quite happy being alone, are you? Now, if either of you still want to talk, feel free. You know I won't bring up mention to it. Hell, as always, I'll act like nothing has even happened. I told you numerous times before, and show a strong conviction towards such mannerisms. I hat...

Though it hurts. Gotta shrug it off..

"But of course... whenever I started making her daughter realize its wrong to be a slut and a worthless druggie... she got pissed and told me to go away." He can read this. I don't care. This is just the last straw for me. I can't stand drama, you all know I can't. It's why I have strived to become a police officer. To stop drama. I hate people, I hate all of you. Fucking get over it, and stop this crap. And damn it.. This sucks. I am known for giving advice. Some of you may argue that point, but I know I am. I do it all the time, to people you all don't even friggen know. And yet, I was in need of advice. I asked my father what to do. I'm stuck in a rock and a hard place. What am I to do? Who should I drill between the eyes? He is unstable. He takes after his mother in a relationship. He doesn't know what to do, when it all goes well. He breaks down, and goes wild. He needs to learn to grow up, people are leaving him, moving on. 10 years ...

Yeah. Only here for your amusement.

You want me? You want my attention? Too bad, not going to give it to you. Only going to give you a reconsideration. A new hope, a possibility of interaction. I'm going to give you, a link. http://www.livejournal.com/users/InverteDisorder/ Yes, a link, to another form of blog service. You may like it. You may not. I haven't a care in the world. It is what I use, it is what you must abhor but stand to interact. Enjoy, or loathe. No care of mine, you aren't offering anything of substantial value to me.